so this week has been pretty good. even though ive had to work almost everyday. it was nice being off yesterday though. ive got so much on my mind. ive liked this girl for a while now. i need to say something but i cant. i dont know whats holding me back, but i shouldnt let it anymore. if i dont. then i know nothing will ever happen. i dont know anymore. i just cant wait till tomorrow! cince de mayo. or watever.lol. some of the guys from work and i are gonna go down to litos. have some fun. but your wheels just turn, down the road ahead. if it hurts at all you aint shown it yet. your just a tiny dot, on that horizon line.cmon tap those brakes baby just one time. i know theres nothing stopin you now, im not askin you to turn back around...id settle for a slowdown.

^^^^how im feeling right now. good song too.

its been such a stressful past few days. saturday at work everyone at roush learned that one of our well loved members had a massive heart attack and passed away. whenever i did oil changes on fridays terry would always walk in and out, he'd always ask how i was doing and if i was having fun lol. cause i am always covered with oil and gunk. everyone will miss him. i had just talked to him about baseball and bs highschool the day before!then i learned that james, a kid who goes to my school had also passed away. that made me feel even worse. i never really knew james but i know his family is going through a very hard time, as is his friends. i wish there was something i could do. its tragic. today i went to the podiatrist and he said i'll need surgery on my big toe. my mom and i are thinking about doing it after graduation. im nervous. it'll suck. well im off to work. hopefully we arent busy.

RIP Terry

RIP James

today was a lonnnnnnnnng day. i woke up late and almost was late to work. i stayed up to late. how bout them jackets last night? 4-2, and shelley beat the shit out of someone. good night. im starting to worry about prom already. i need to find someone to go with. i think i know who i want to go with but i doubt she'd go with me. im pretty much open to anything though lol. well thats about it. i just needed to vent. i wish i had some beer to go with my bluejackets. relaxing after a 8-5 with a beer and watchin the bluejackets...good stuff.thatsss about it. im thinkin about going to the hamills tonight. maybe i'll find a drunk girl there to be my prom date lol.....yeah...jk.

But your wheels just turn
down the road ahead
if it hurts at all
you aint showed it yet
your just a tiny dot on that horizon line come on tap those brakes
baby just one time
I know there's nothing stopping you now
Im not asking you to turn back around

I'd settle for a slowdown
come on just slow down
I'd settle for a slow down.

by the way. did anyone watch the bluejackets last night?! manny u suck! u scored on ur own goal!!! ahhhhhh! jeeeeeez!

oh well it was an accident but FUCCCCCCK! lol.

how bout shelley scoring wednesday night? all right jody.